I heard a song many years back. This is part of it (if I recall correctly):
“He came for all the broken people
Lives torn apart by pain/shame
He came for hopeless situations
If you’re in one, you’re why He came.”
You may be in a very hard place. Things look very bleak. Don’t ever, ever, ever give up hope! Call out to God in your difficult situation. That’s the best advice I can offer you.
God bless!